Saturday, February 13, 2016

Love Is Endless



"Lian!"
Lian yang sedang menapak nak balik berpusing kembali ke meja Ana.
"Yes Ana."
"Saja... No.  Actually I nak tanya if Liwei is now working here?"
"Ha'ah. Kenapa?"
"Tadi dia tegur I waktu nak pergi lunch, tapi I cannot remember her name well."
"Oh tadi I nampak you macam froze there tapi I malas nak tegur."
"Hahaha.  So you transfer sini bawak Liwei sekali lah eh?"
"Mestilah. Dia kan my 1st wife.  So dia kena ada dekat dengan I."
"Amboih, kenapa you tak bawak Janice?  I rindu dah dekat dia."
"Janice? Dia nak kawin da lah..."
"Betul ke? Alaaa....You, bila nak kawin?"
"I? I tunggu you la Ana..."
"Hahaha main-main eh.  You cakap macam ni nanti ada orang jealous tau." Ana merujuk pada Ina yang tergilakan Lian.
"Kenapa? You dah ada gewe ke?"
"Gewe? What is gewe?"
"Hurmmm... Gewe tu anak ikan..."
"Hahahaha. Dah la I malas layan you!"

Count out loud
All the ways that life is good
On different days
How things can change
Love always stays the same

Count out loud,
It never ends the list goes on
Hit on again
Forgive forget
And let your heart begin
Love is Endless 

Love love love love love
Love love love love love
Love is endless

-Love Is Endless by Mozella


Saturday, May 24, 2014

Heavy Rope


Tiha
*Upload a mountain of books picture in Instagram with caption "I really need a new shelves or else i'll just quit reading"*

Tiha, Afiq

Afiq : U suka dengar lagu?
Tiha : No, i ain't listening to music *sambil tanggal earphone & off mp3*
Afiq : Hahaha.  So funny of you.  What kind of music are you listening?
Tiha : I would rather not stick to one.
Afiq : Kpop?
Tiha : No lahhh. Universal.  Dengar je anything yang boleh masuk dengan jiwa.
Afiq : Have you listen to Coldplay's?
Tiha : Yes. Tapi bukan full album.  And i prefer One Republic's.
Afiq : Oh, good.  Nanti i suggest to you lagu lain.

Ana, Tiha, Afiq

Ana : Nak tak i match u dengan cousin i. She's 30 and still single.
Afiq : Oh, yeke? Hmm.. Ok.  So apa hobi dia?
Ana : Travel.  Sebab dia memang selalu travel sorang-sorang backpacking sana sini.
Tiha : Untunglah Fiq.  Rajin travel.  Boleh jalan-jalan berdua lepas ni. Hahaha.
Afiq : Hmm. Dia suka membaca tak? 
Ana : Errr....  Suka kot.  Tapi dia memang akan study everything pasal tempat dia nak pergi tula.
Afiq : Ok, so dia minat music?
Tiha : What's wrong with you? Saje cari point nak reject lah tu.
Afiq : Bukanlah. I prefer pilih orang yang share the same hobbies. So?




Afiq : I ada ramai skandal lah.  Tak terlayan.

Blerghhh

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Strange hands, taking my wrist again
Somehow, I'm still alone.
Voices, shaking my steps again
I, follow.

I'm a, little bit on the edge,
Hold up, hand out of reach.
I can't, hear much of what you said.
Come for me.

Don't let me tumble away,
Into the throws of the shadowy bay,
I cling to the rock, and it's crumbling off,
Toss me a heavy rope,
It's a slippery slope
Come bail me out of this godforsaken precipice
Come bail me out of this godforsaken precipice

Turned up, in this old place again
Can't seem, to get away
Take me back to my element
I'm afraid.

Don't let me tumble away,
Into the throws of the shadowy bay,
I cling to the rock, and it's crumbling off,

Toss me a heavy rope,
It's a slippery slope
Come bail me out of this godforsaken precipice
Come bail me out of this godforsaken precipice

Oh I'm not a lost cause,
I'm just stuck in this spot,
And I'm prose to falling off,
So toss me a heavy rope.
It's a slippery slope.
Come bail me out of this godforsaken precipice
Come bail me out of this godforsaken precipice

Don't let me tumble away,
Into the throws of the shadowy bay,
I cling to the rock, and it's crumbling off,
Toss me a heavy rope,
It's a slippery slope
Come bail me out of this godforsaken precipice
Come bail me out of this godforsaken precipice
Come bail me out of this godforsaken precipice
Come bail me out of this godforsaken precipice



-Lights "Heavy Rope"

"Jom Kahwin?"

Ada satu masa, aku tanya dekat kawan aku yang dah nak kahwin, " Babe, aku selalu terfikir macam mana engkorang boleh terfikir that is the right time to get married.  Tak takut ke?"

" Macam mana apa maksud kau? Bila lelaki tu lamar kita lah.  Then baru kita setuju ke tak."

" And how do you say yes?"

" Bila kau suka dia. Dan bila kau dah tanya dekat parents kau and dorang semua cakap ok."

" No. Maksud aku, dekat lelaki tu sendiri macam mana?  Macam mana dia boleh tetiba jumpa kau cakap 'Jom Kahwin' tu..."

" Hmmm.  aku tak tau lah part tu.  Sebab selalunya perempuan tunggu lelaki lamar baru go on. Hahaha."

" Nget!"



So, after that day, I have asked to several man the same question and the answer was quite blurry but it explained a lot.

Man are looking for someone they comfortable to do & to share many things with her. Cause she is the one that will stay beside him no matter what for the rest of their marriage life.

and to ask your hand for marriage is a REALLY BIG THING for man.  it could take forever, no one knows.

So please, don't pressure them ok.  Kesian tak dengan abang sayang awak semua kalau asyik tanya pasal kahwin.  Just prepare yourself to be a good muslimah, a wife, a mother, and friends sebab kalau tak ada jodoh dengan abang sayang tu maybe Allah lorongkan jodoh yang lebih elok untuk kita nanti.  InsyaAllah.



Saturday, May 11, 2013

Fearless

i was thinking about you, thinking about me
thinking about us...

****************************************

"Aizat, you're in love?!"
Nodding.

"Really man? WHO IS THAT GIRL?"
"Aizat, you really wanna share with us right?

"Nope."  Lima minit kemudian, dia terlihat gadis idamannya berjalan di tepi kubikel kerjanya.  Matanya mengekor pergerakan gadis itu dari hujung mata.

I wonder if you know
I'm tryin' so hard not to get caught up now



************************************

"Aizat?  He just too cold."  Maira kalau bercerita siap dengan gesture dan nada emosi dia.  Dari tadi berborak pasal lelaki dekat department dia dengan Syasya.
"Siapa Aizat ni?" Zaira masih kebingungan.  Rasa macam tak pernah dengar mereka menyebut nama itu sebelum ni.
"Aizat tu cold-heart man.  Maybe you tak perasan sebab dia tak hu-ha-hu-ha sangat. Very passive.  Not important baby."
"Ohh, no wonder. I nak pergi solat dulu. Later chat. Bye."


Ketika Zaira baru keluar lif untuk ke surau (surau tu bertentangan dengan lif), dia terlihat seorang lelaki yang baru lepas solat (sebab baru keluar dari surau) menguak rambutnya yang agak kebasahan agar kelihatan rapi.  

Lelaki adalah sangat kacak bila nampak dia dalam keadaan macam tu dan dia baru lepas menunaikan tanggungjawab kepada Allah. Dan Zaira memang rasa jatuh hati tiba-tiba dekat lelaki tu. Dan rasanya lelaki tu perasan dia terberhenti pandang lelaki tu.  And he is passing by me.

"Assalamualaikum Zaira."

But you're just so cool, run your hands through your hair
Absent-mindedly makin' me want you


pertama kali terlihatkan kamu.
hatiku terpaut.
namun tidak terluah - ZAIRA



You put your eyes on me
In this moment, now capture it, remember it




ketika pertama kali bertentang mata. oh, jantungku! 
tahukah kau? semua momen itu dah tersemat kemas dalam ingatanku.  dan senyuman kamu yang paling menambat hatiku. -AIZAT


**************************************

Well, you stood there with me in the doorway
My hands shake, I'm not usually this way
But you pull me in and I'm a little more brave


'Cause I don't know how it gets better than this
You take my hand and drag me headfirst, fearless
And I don't know why but with you I'd dance



Fearless...

Tuesday, September 25, 2012

Close My Eyes

Dia.

Ya. Dia sedang berdiri tidak jauh dariku. Leka melayan keletah bayi di dalam stroller itu.  Dia mungkin tidak perasan akan aku yang sedang memerhatikannya di sebelah sini. 

Aku rindu.

Tawanya. Masih sama. Aku tetap lihat tawanya yang paling menawan terutama bila melihat matanya yang akan mengecil itu.

Tutur katanya masih kelihatan bertenaga dan penuh emosi. Lihat ketika dia mengagah baby di stroller itu, ekspresi mukanya sudah menceritakan semuanya.  Dan lesung pipi di pipinya itu. Bagai digerudi apabila dia membuka mulut atau tersenyum.

Sungguh. Aku rasa mahu menutup mataku dari melihat dirinya. Tapi aku tidak mahu lepaskan saat ini. Saat di mana seluruh kerinduan yang aku rasa luruh. 

It’s still the same, that smile, that eye smile that anyone can fall for
Though you’re not by my side now
Rather than having a one-sided love toward you
I’ll be much happier by just watching over you

" Za, lets go sayang."

Aku melihat dari ekor mataku lelaki itu mendekati dia.

"Dah sudah?" Dia senyum lagi. 

Ya Allah, jauhkanlah perasaan ini.

"Sorry kak. Got to go. Such a lovely baby you have." Dia meninggalkan stroller baby itu bersama seorang wanita yang duduk di sebelahnya dari tadi dan bangun menuju ke arah lelaki tadi.

"I miss you sayang." Jari dia digenggam kemas.
"Miss you too..." Dan mereka berlalu. Semakin menjauh.

But then I’ll be locked up in thoughts of you again

I’m used to it now
If it’s okay with you, I’ll close my eyes

*Close My Eyes by Block B